Totes aren't always bags.
Sorry for being such a slacker and all with my blog and all.
I have a few pics to upload, PLUS heaps of stuff to do some posts up on
bringoutyourclaws but meh ^^ its nearly end of year nine and I'm bludging through a lot-because its most likely my last chance to.
Everyone seems to be talking about growing up, what do you want to be, what career are you thinking of- I have everything sorted out but I getting freaking sick of hearing about my up-coming and unavoidable responsibilities and requirements of being a :O *gasp* year 10-er.
Like what the freak, I still have a childhood to
finish being lazy with, thankyou-not-so-very-much.
I don't care if it's the right thing, the sure thing, to be motivated, easy going, pathetically happy all the time. I don't care what a lot of adults think of me currently; I hate shallow b****s, I hate having to be continuously social and up with everything, and being judged every second of the day.
That's what a lot of people don't seem to get.
There are days, when all someone needs is to just
absolutely accomplish
nothing. No self-challenges, no critical comments, check-ups on daily doings, none of that crap.
It's just bullshit, sometimes.
Whatever...
So, Happy Belated Halloween ! Not that I believe in ghosties or vamps, but still :3
So currently, I'm pretty obsessed with my latest addicting computer novelty.
Egg Cave.
Go check out my cove, cos its
pretty awesome. I love that site. If anyone wants to join it, add me as a friend. And feed my eggs. Cause I'm a kid like that.
Summer seems to have decided to come along with a few nice little humid storms and electricity debates. At least we're not close to having a bushfire. Although evacuating would be kinda fun. Kinda.
So. I recently joined tumblr, for those that don't know, much to my self-argument not too, but I got really taken with Jessie's so I joined ~
Take a look!
And follow me if you like ;)
I'm also kinda mad at a couple of my friends and family-my sister seems to continuously experience the fun and easy way out of lying, which I can pick up on, but my mother cannot. She doesn't have the strength either to grasp the idea her eldest daughter isn't going to pass her HSC at the rate she's going.
Now for my friends. They are currently going through their 'self conscious' faze in which they honestly think they are dumb, stupid, fat and ugly.
I can't have a conversation with them now that doesn't even lightly mention weight or else.
I don't go through that faze. Not now, not ever, not before.
Fact: I don't like my nose or my skin.
Fact: There's nothing I can do about it until I grow out of my bad skin stage or if I get plastic surgery on my nose, which I'm not, so I just shut up about it and get over those insecurities.
My sister also seems to have found a second favorite comeback when arguing with me: stop complaining. May I let you know, I don't complain.
Not about the shouting she does, her disgusting habits, her slowness and defensive system, her immaturity, or her just plain weird acting.
I have most definitely tried in the nicest way possible for me to help some of these factors with her- but she always thinks (no matter I'm her sister) that I'm trying to deflate her ego and point out her flaws.
So, sorry if I'm become heartless lately, because frankly, a lot of people seem to be having issues around and have noticed I'm not in one. It's like they want me to experience their bad times with them.
But it's cool. I stay away when I'm feeling like that. I had a spring clean with my room, doing a lot of exercise, spending quality time with my (still very stupid) but loveable dog, stressing about my piano exam, school exams and reading many, many books.
Thankyou for reading all my incoherent, boring, gibberish :)